My Dream on the Morning of 6/10/17

First I start off as Janice Ian. I'm at the front of Walmart at night, and I'm standing with Cady Heron. She asks me if I will be home for the summer or in NY. I told her maybe ny, and she handed me a little piece of paper with her name and number in it. I walk off and begin to cry bc no one has ever been nice enough to give me their number. I'm beside myself crying and all upset.

I'm at my shore house alone, guess my parents went somewhere. I hear my phone ring, and I see it says Lizzy something. I assume its Lizzy Caplan since i've just worked with her. I pick it up and say hi. The voice doesn't strike me, so I say "I'm so sorry, is this lizzy caplan?" The voice says "no, I'm the one sitting in the car". And I apologize like "oh god I'm sorry". Cut to, Melissa Spence appears at the front door. She walks in teary eyed, and says "my father was just killed." I become frantic and I'm like "holy shit. holy shit, what happened. Tell me everything". And shes all freaked that I'm so eager. She sits in the seat at the front and begins to pour tears. She says someone just shot her father. I dig for more and more detail, like I'm sympathetic but also like wildly intrigued and most know the detail. I tell her to give me a full run through, start from the beginning. Unfortunately, she's the kinda girl whos all sensitive and mean to those who try to help her. She says things like "you idiot, you just want the gory stuff. Shut up." And I calmly tell her "start from the beginning. Paint a picture, paint me exactly what happened from the start." She says her biological father came by and shot her stepfather. I ask why, like "what, did he just knock on the door, say I am Melissa's biological dad, I'm gonna shoot you now?" She responded with like one word, so I knew she was too dumb to give me a full explanation. Then we ended up magically sitting on my parents' bed here at home. And Melissa's face was now Lisa Campisi. Her eyes were dripping with blue masquera. I didn't notice her face had changed, but I took notice to her facial structure. Skinny, long and horse-like. I was like "holy shit. holy shit ur face." And she was all sad and confused, and I'm like "its skinny and u look unhealthy." And she starts saying "You idiot, u just want me to look good. U don't care." And I tried to talk over her to mask the hurtful things she was saying to me, like shut up and ur so stupid.

I'm walking to a restaurant with some ppl I don't know. They must be like new friends of my parents. The one lady kinda reminds me of Tammy Wheeler. We end up at a nice place similar to viterellis, in a dark large room. First I enjoy the knot rolls and the lady asks me what I want. I order a cheesesteak, and this is my Saturday dinner. I receive the cheesesteak and eat it before everyone else gets their food. Once they order, I'm prepared to tell the waiter I already ate, bc I for some reason got my food like right away. But the waiter never asks me.

My parents are out somewhere, and I'm home alone. I run out in the street like I'm in danger. Like I'm trying to escape Peter and Paul from Funny Games. I'm all nervous running along the street in the pitch black night. I notice flashing lights approaching, and it reminds me of that scene where Ann sees the same lights and she's captured by the boys. These two approaching cars are harmless, and they drive by while I stand in the street. Then I'm running in a panic down the street and come across my aunt Cindy's house. I observe the house and think "no way could I have gotten here. She doesn't live on our street." But like Ferris Bueller, I ran through the house idiotically, and notice my dad and mom in a corner room. As I'm running, he sees me and I smile and continue to run, hoping he doesn't say anything. But of course, my mom says something like "Is that Jordan?" I knew I was fucked, so I stopped running and then ran back to my parents. I see luckily only a few ppl so it must've cleared out. Cindy is standing in the back and I run up to her. She's all happy and has her arms out, and I give her tight hug. I hold onto her and kiss her face twice. Then Tyler comes up to me, and I'm so nervous bc I cant give good hugs to him. So he puts his arms out, and I make sure this time to have my arms lower, and we hug, BUT, my face presses against his awkwardly. But the hug is pretty tight. Then as we release, I approach this young girl sitting on the couch and she tells me her name, and I shake her hand. Then a young guy comes up to me and we shake.